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Not dead. Just busy. despite a bad weekend, i still am a sappy sucker. at the walker art center, minneapolis. post-road trip without the boy ramble. lunch. |
07.28.04 - 11:06 am baby, I'd romance your chemicals any day of the week. These past few days that
I've spent wandering the center of this place, all corn and fields and the smell of summer in my lungs when I stick my head out the car window, they've reminded me that there is more to the life that I once had than sleep eat wake work and die. These past few nights, I've spent them being alive for the first time in years, since I used to sit alone on cold stone benches in downtown des moines outside some friend's band's show still feeling the bass throbbing and remaking my heartbeat to match the rhythm of youth and rock and roll. There was a time when I prayed the same mantra over and over from that perch overlooking the river, when I watched the eyes of the buildings looking at me with their wise windows. There was a time when I raised my skinny arms and wished that I would never become what I've been busy becoming. I lost my way three years ago, left it piece by piece in a succession of lover's beds, shreds of myself left along with my pride. I've spent this time picking up the shredded parts you left me with, trying to put them together, a humpty dumpty puzzle out of tissue paper composed by wet hands. And it is in the darkness and smoke of this Oasis that I find myself believing that I am something that I wanted to be, somewhere hiding in this mess of a facade. It is with these words, screamed in blackness back to a gyrating singer as I swirl and shout and the world is perfect, I am perfect and he is perfect and we are all sweaty and dirty and reduced to our most human of states, nothing but pure emotion shrieked above the cacophony of the guitar and I am alive again, so give me two shots to the back of my head because I can die happy now. ------------------------------ So I went to Iowa City this weekend and saw My Chemical Romance and they rocked my socks off and made me feel pretty good. Awww yeah. |