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Not dead. Just busy. despite a bad weekend, i still am a sappy sucker. at the walker art center, minneapolis. post-road trip without the boy ramble. lunch. |
06.14.04 - 1:07 am drunken elegy. This is the last song that
I will write for you, my darling; this is my last elegy to your perfection and my mistakes. If I knew how I would make for you a catalogue of my sins, replete with glossy full-page spreads of bodies illicitly intertwined in dorm room darkness and edit it down to my own version of the truth. If I knew how, I'd admit to you all the things I'd never admit to myself; all the things that you always wanted me to admit to. Oh my darling, oh my darling. These are the last words that I will devote to you, for you are no longer my love; no, you saw to that two and a half years ago in a friend's backyard. We walked outside, I remember it like it just pierced my flesh; you asked me about A. You asked me when the last time was? I told you. I slept with him later, in retaliation, afterwards, in an attempt to make you suffer by psychic ability. You didn't know how lonely I was and how much I wished you were the man you are now. That's why it's so hard to write this last song for you, my darling; you who came back into my existence so randomly. I don't know if you realized you became the man I needed when you left me. ============================ Dear you, Fuck off or admit that you miss me. Love, Me. PS: sorry so shitty, am drunk right now. |