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Not dead. Just busy. despite a bad weekend, i still am a sappy sucker. at the walker art center, minneapolis. post-road trip without the boy ramble. lunch. |
07.04.04 - 1:43 pm we'll all float on, okay? I watched you as you slept
fully clothed on my bedroom floor, drunk and more beautiful than I remembered. I watched your eyelids flutter through a mask set hard by vodka and wondered if you felt the weight of my eyes - they must have had a thousand pounds of memories weighing down on your chest. You stirred in your sleep and I wanted nothing more than to reach into your dreams and remove the offending thought, to keep you safe from anything that might ever cause you unpleasantness. I wanted to hold you and the realization that I will never hold you again has grown into a painful abcess in my stomach, yes, though I have someone else who holds me now. There's just one map of these territories I ever wanted you to need. ============================= I saw/hung out with/had a drunken slumber party with the ex last night. I cried all the way home from taking him home, and I've been randomly bursting into tears all day. I don't know why. |